I've vowed to not say "fine" ever again unless I actually am fine for some strange reason.

Currently my life is practically only going up and emotionally has only bounced up from as low as it's ever been. For no particular reason. Sometimes it's just down and this time it was magnified by some social events at work (I think). This is the morning when I feel better again.

Usually peoples lives are a mixture of multiple goods and bads. Mine is often in the extremes of both ends.

In any case, the month long experiment with morning and evening routines worked great, but ended up being a little too stressful. Now I'm trying to do the same thing in a more relaxed way. I actually prioritize computer games over guitar or language learning at this point. Not out of laziness, but it actually relieves stress quite well.

So yeah, going to Barbados next week, can't even wrap my head around it. Decided to not buy any more plane tickets until I'm there, because currently I don't really know what I want to do.

I've gotten so into guitar playing and creating songs is awesome, that I found a little guitar to fit into my handluggage (which is the only bag I'm taking) and was quite beaten when found out the instrument is just too tall to fit inside my bag. Wow what a downer. I guess life's got other plans.

Even though I have no plans after Barbados I should be back in a month or so. However I seem to be much happier pretending that there is no due data. We'll see.